石头汤

当我站在长安西阳湾村的老美院门口，我犹如进入梦境，一点都不真实的感觉。我不敢相信，1987年的9月1号，我考进了美术学院。我的头一直扬起来，看见欧式的门头，与村子的小草房相互对立的存在，格格不入的是大楼的华贵，与背景山上的一排排陕北窑洞无法同步存在的现实！我站在门口，想到自己就是石头汤！

Whe

I

sta

d

at

the

gate

of

the

old

beauty

ga

de

i

xiya

gwa

village,

Cha

g'a

,

I

feel

as

if

I

have

e

te

ed

a

d

eam,

which

is

ot

t

ue

at

all.

I

ca

't

believe

it.

O

Septembe

1,

1987,

I

was

admitted

to

the

Academy

of

fi

e

a

ts.

My

head

has

bee

aised

all

the

time,

a

d

I

ca

see

the

Eu

opea

style

doo

a

d

the

existe

ce

of

the

village

cottages

i

oppositio

to

each

othe

.

What

is

out

of

place

is

the

luxu

y

of

the

buildi

gs,

a

d

the

eality

that

the

ows

of

caves

i

No

the

Shaa

xi

ca

't

exist

sy

ch

o

ously

i

the

backg

ou

d

mou

tai

!

I

stood

at

the

doo

,

thi

ki

g

that

I

was

sto

e

soup!

相传，有一个乞丐，走到一家村落，已经三天没有要到吃的了，今天，如果不能要到，可能要死人的！便急中生智，给大妈编了一个故事，说，他发明了一个石头汤，很好吃，说完，拿了一块石头，白色的，像玉石一样！放在大妈的锅里，大妈问，加什么！加水！再加什么！加黑毛的猪肉！好的，还加一点清晨挂有露珠的八片绿叶！好吧！再加，白糖一勺，盐两勺，胡椒粉一勺，白芝麻三勺，土豆豆角，红萝卜各两个，粉条一斤，肉丸子两斤，芡粉加水一碗！好吧！就这样，美味的石头汤，就成功了！

It

is

said

that

the

e

was

a

begga

who

we

t

to

a

village

a

d

did

't

eed

food

fo

th

ee

days.

Today,

if

he

ca

't

get

the

e,

he

may

die!

He

made

up

a

sto

y

fo

his

au

t,

sayi

g

that

he

i

ve

ted

a

sto

e

soup,

which

was

delicious.

Afte

that,

he

took

a

sto

e,

white,

like

jade!

Put

it

i

the

pot

of

au

t,

she

asked,

what

to

add!

Add

wate

!

What

mo

e!

Po

k

with

black

hai

!

Yes,

a

d

eight

g

ee

leaves

with

dewd

ops

i

the

mo

i

g!

ok

I

additio

,

a

spoo

ful

of

suga

,

two

teaspoo

s

of

salt,

o

e

teaspoo

of

peppe

,

th

ee

teaspoo

s

of

sesame

seeds,

two

potatoes,

two

ca

ots,

o

e

kilog

am

of

ve

micelli,

two

catties

of

meatballs,

a

d

a

bowl

of

Eu

yale

a

d

wate

!

ok

I

this

way,

the

delicious

sto

e

soup

is

successful!

大妈吃了以后，发现很好吃耶！乞丐也吃了几天来唯一的一顿饭！

Afte

eati

g,

she

fou

d

it

delicious!

The

begga

also

had

his

o

ly

meal

i

a

few

days!

我就是那块石头，当年我的剧团韩教练教我，做事一定要百分百的努力，要么做好，要么不做！就是那水一样的宽广，放进延安文化馆薛老师的素描，班长张少亭的色彩，刘文西的速写，小琴老师的英语，以及张科的县委窑洞，延安民盟主席杜老师的一把饭票！以及无数人的亲切帮助！我做成了这锅石头汤！考上美院！

I

was

that

sto

e.

Coach

Ha

of

my

t

oupe

taught

me

to

do

thi

gs

with

100%

effo

t,

eithe

to

do

well

o

ot

to

do

them!

It's

just

as

b

oad

as

the

wate

.

Put

it

i

the

Ya

'a

cultu

al

ce

te

,

the

sketch

of

M

.

Xue,

the

colo

of

the

mo

ito

Zha

g

shaoti

g,

the

sketch

of

Liu

We

xi,

the

E

glish

of

teache

Xiaoqi

,

the

cave

of

the

cou

ty

Pa

ty

committee

of

Zha

g

Ke,

a

d

a

meal

ticket

of

M

.

Du,

chai

ma

of

Ya

'a

Democ

atic

League!

A

d

cou

tless

people's

ki

d

help!

I

made

this

sto

e

soup!

Admitted

to

the

Academy

of

fi

e

a

ts!

我就是块石头，什么也没有！美味的饭里全是那些帮我成长的人，没有他们，就没有这么好的石头汤！

'm

a

sto

e,

othi

g!

Delicious

ice

is

full

of

those

who

help

me

g

ow

up,

without

them,

the

e

would

be

o

such

good

sto

e

soup!

我就读师范，每个月有定量的饭票，不为生存操太多的心，在外面利用周末打零工，就有了零花钱，可以大概像个大学生了！

I

study

i

a

o

mal

school.

I

have

a

fixed

amou

t

of

meal

ticket

eve

y

mo

th.

I

do

't

wo

y

too

much

about

su

vival.

If

I

do

odd

jobs

o

weeke

ds,

I

have

pocket

mo

ey.

I

ca

be

like

a

college

stude

t!

那次上峨眉山写生，一双鞋子不争气，后边全开了，我权当是穿了一双拖鞋，笑哈哈的前进！

Whe

I

we

t

to

Emei

Mou

tai

fo

sketchi

g,

a

pai

of

shoes

did

't

compete

with

each

othe

,

a

d

the

back

was

fully

ope

ed.

I

should

have

wo

a

pai

of

slippe

s

a

d

moved

fo

wa

d

with

a

**ile!

依然是无法解决的过年问题！我去了澄县交道公社中社村，找见从小给人家当孩子的亲妹妹家，石窑洞

土炕，木封箱，雪白雪白的白膜！在锅底用麦草一烤！年三十的大雪，我用红色的炮炸响这幸福的春天！大年初一，我替妹的养父在油库的独院里睡觉，看院子，一晚挣三毛钱！无比的寂静，无比的孤独，无比的生无可恋！无比的无奈！无比的凄凉！我听见远处的炮声，喜庆的声音，而我，独自一人在中社的油库，过着我独自一人的年。

It

is

still

a

u

solvable

New

Yea

's

p

oblem!

I

we

t

to

Zho

gshe

village

of

Jiaoto

g

commu

e

i

Che

gxia

cou

ty.

I

fou

d

my

siste

's

home,

which

was

used

as

a

child

si

ce

childhood.

The

e

a

e

ea

the

Ka

g

i

Shiyao

cave,

woode

sealed

box

a

d

s

ow-white

film!

Bake

with

wheat

st

aw

at

the

bottom

of

the

pot!

O

the

30th

of

ew

yea

's

day,

I

use

the

ed

ca

o

to

blow

up

this

happy

sp

i

g!

O

the

fi

st

day

of

ew

yea

's

day,

I

sleep

i

the

si

gle

ya

d

of

the

oil

depot

fo

my

siste

's

adoptive

fathe

a

d

watch

the

ya

d,

ea

i

g

30

ce

ts

a

ight!

I

compa

able

sile

ce,

i

compa

able

lo

eli

ess,

i

compa

able

life

ca

ot

love!

I

compa

able

helpless!

I

compa

able

desolatio

!

I

hea

d

the

dista

t

sou

d

of

gu

fi

e,

the

sou

d

of

jubilatio

,

a

d

I,

alo

e

i

the

oil

depot

of

the

Chi

ese

society,

lived

my

yea

alo

e.

我犹如一块石头，被随意的丢弃！

It's

like

a

sto

e,

th

ow

away

at

will!

人的一生，无论生活如何艰难，也要在一起过一个美好的年。不要离婚，不要遗弃！不要以为把孩子给别人就完事了！不！孤独，是世界上最严厉的惩罚！

People's

life,

o

matte

how

ha

d

life

is,

also

wa

t

to

live

a

good

yea

togethe

.

Do

't

divo

ce,

do

't

aba

do

!

Do

't

thi

k

you'

e

do

e

givi

g

you

child

to

someo

e

else!

o

Lo

eli

ess

is

the

most

seve

e

pu

ishme

t

i

the

wo

ld!