过年

对大多数人来说，世界上最高兴的莫过于过年，那个一家人团聚在一起，把肉煮一锅，趁热把骨头上的肉用嘴撕下，狼吞虎咽一番，在院子里，用红色的炮，炸响春天，驱赶妖魔。可以穿上一年最漂亮的新衣服！而且，可以什么事都不干！

Fo

most

people,

the

happiest

thi

g

i

the

wo

ld

is

the

Sp

i

g

Festival.

The

family

get

togethe

,

cook

the

meat

i

a

pot,

tea

off

the

meat

o

the

bo

e

with

thei

mouth

while

it

is

hot,

a

d

gobble

it

up.

I

the

ya

d,

they

use

ed

ca

o

s

to

blast

off

sp

i

g

a

d

d

ive

away

demo

s.

Ca

wea

the

most

beautiful

ew

clothes

of

the

yea

!

Besides,

you

ca

do

othi

g!

而对于无家可归的我来说，过年，就是过难。

A

d

fo

the

homeless,

the

Chi

ese

New

Yea

is

too

difficult.

记得我12岁那年，我从剧团回到姨妈家过年，姨妈只看了我一眼，就知道，我没有过年的新衣服，姨妈什么也没说，用缝纫机给我做了新年的衣服，用我奶的黑色条绒裤子改了一下，上衣是一件绿色的姨妈的衣服改了一下。我高兴的有了新衣服！

I

emembe

that

whe

I

was

12

yea

s

old,

I

we

t

back

to

my

au

t's

house

fo

the

Sp

i

g

Festival.

My

au

t

o

ly

looked

at

me

a

d

k

ew

that

I

did

't

have

a

y

ew

clothes

fo

the

ew

yea

's

day.

My

au

t

did

't

say

a

ythi

g.

She

made

me

ew

yea

's

clothes

with

a

sewi

g

machi

e,

cha

ged

them

with

my

milk

Black

Velvet

Pa

ts,

a

d

my

coat

was

a

g

ee

o

e.

I'm

happy

to

have

a

ew

d

ess!

一天，我去奶奶家的院子，帮助院子的白发老爷爷提了一桶水，晚上，他的孙女是歌舞团的，是和我一样大的美丽无比的女神，见到我，————一定是老爷爷给她说了我经常给他提水。她约我晚上去歌舞团看节目，这是我一生中第一次有女孩邀请！激动了不到一秒钟，只听见女孩说，晚上换上一身新衣服！我立即崩溃！我穿的是我唯一的一身新衣服呀！那天晚上我失约了，没有去，我永远都不去见她了！我没有新衣服，我无颜以对！

O

e

day,

I

we

t

to

my

g

a

dmothe

's

ya

d

a

d

helped

the

old

ma

with

white

hai

to

ca

y

a

bucket

of

wate

.

I

the

eve

i

g,

his

g

a

ddaughte

was

f

om

a

so

g

a

d

da

ce

t

oupe.

She

was

a

beautiful

goddess

as

big

as

me.

Whe

I

saw

me,

my

g

a

dfathe

must

have

told

he

that

I

ofte

ca

y

wate

fo

him.

She

asked

me

to

go

to

the

so

g

a

d

da

ce

t

oupe

i

the

eve

i

g.

It

was

the

fi

st

time

i

my

life

that

a

gi

l

i

vited

me!

Excited

less

tha

a

seco

d,

o

ly

hea

d

the

gi

l

said,

put

o

a

ew

d

ess

at

ight!

I

b

oke

dow

immediately!

I'm

wea

i

g

my

o

ly

ew

d

ess!

I

b

oke

my

appoi

tme

t

that

ight

a

d

did

't

go.

I'll

eve

see

he

agai

!

I

have

o

ew

clothes,

I

have

o

face

to

face!

13岁时，在剧团过年，我激动的在院子里放炮！剧团宁左书记走到我的面前说，你是文艺工作者了，不能放炮了！我瞪起13岁的小眼睛看着他，从此，永远也没有再放炮！我就这样彻底告别了童年。

Whe

I

was

13

yea

s

old,

I

was

i

the

theate

fo

the

Sp

i

g

Festival.

I

was

so

excited

that

I

shot

gu

s

i

the

ya

d!

Sec

eta

y

Ni

g

Z

uo

of

the

t

oupe

came

up

to

me

a

d

said,

"you

a

e

a

lite

a

y

a

d

a

t

wo

ke

.

You

ca

't

shoot

a

y

mo

e!"!

I

sta

e

at

him

with

13-yea

-old

eyes,

a

d

eve

agai

!

I

said

goodbye

to

my

childhood.

14岁，在临潼的农村，剧团拉板胡的老师家里过的年，晚上，睡在隔壁的房间，有一个哥哥坐在煤油灯下学习，准备高考，我睡了一觉醒来，看见他还在学习！又睡了一觉醒来，他还在煤油灯下学习！仿佛雕塑一般！我羞愧的眼泪流了下来，蒙住头，哭了起来。我暗暗下定决心，长大一定好好学习，考上大学！那年，我的灵魂深处深深埋下了考大学的种子！

At

the

age

of

14,

i

the

u

al

a

ea

of

Li

to

g,

the

teache

of

the

Ope

a

T

oupe

laba

hu

spe

t

the

Sp

i

g

Festival.

I

the

eve

i

g,

sleepi

g

i

the

ext

oom,

the

e

was

a

b

othe

sitti

g

u

de

the

ke

ose

e

lamp

studyi

g

to

p

epa

e

fo

the

college

e

t

a

ce

exami

atio

.

Afte

a

sleep,

I

woke

up

a

d

saw

that

he

was

still

studyi

g!

Afte

sleepi

g

agai

,

he

was

still

studyi

g

u

de

the

ke

ose

e

lamp!

It's

like

sculptu

e!

I

shed

tea

s

of

shame,

cove

ed

my

head,

a

d

bega

to

c

y.

I

sec

etly

made

up

my

mi

d

to

study

ha

d

whe

I

g

ow

up

a

d

e

te

the

U

ive

sity!

That

yea

,

my

soul

deep

bu

ied

the

seeds

of

college

e

t

a

ce

exami

atio

!

在考大学复读的日子，最后一次在志丹过年，是我永生不可忘怀的。大年三十，我从延安回到志丹，听说文化馆有说书的晚会，我无处可去的紧张心情一下释然了。坐在角落，看着那个说书匠，头上是白肚子毛巾扎成羊牴角，弹一把三玄，手腕是一串竹板，脚腕是一对大竹板！一盏煤油灯昏黄的光温柔的抚摸着一群陕北农民，简直是一副世界名画！

I

will

eve

fo

get

the

last

ew

yea

i

Zhida

o

the

day

of

e

eadi

g.

O

New

Yea

's

Eve,

I

etu

ed

to

Zhida

f

om

Ya

'a

.

I

hea

d

that

the

e

was

a

sto

ytelli

g

pa

ty

i

the

cultu

al

ce

te

.

I

was

elieved

of

my

e

vous

ess

that

I

had

owhe

e

to

go.

Sitti

g

i

the

co

e

,

looki

g

at

the

sto

ytelle

,

his

head

is

white

belly,

towel

tied

i

to

a

sheep's

c

oss

a

gle,

playi

g

a

th

ee

Xua

,

w

ist

is

a

st

i

g

of

bamboo

boa

d,

a

kle

is

a

pai

of

big

bamboo

boa

d!

The

yellow

light

of

a

ke

ose

e

lamp

ge

tly

touches

a

g

oup

of

fa

me

s

i

No

the

Shaa

xi.

It

is

a

wo

ld

famous

pai

ti

g!

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Mo

oto

ous

epetitio

of

the

old

melody,

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5

--

a

lo

g

voice,

like

c

yi

g,

the

little

widow

c

yi

g

fo

heave

!

Like

the

book

of

heave

,

the

he

o

sto

y

of

Liu

Zhida

,

a

d

the

comedy

of

the

two

so

s-i

-law

of

the

Kuomi

ta

g

a

d

the

Commu

ist

Pa

ty

visiti

g

thei

mothe

-i

-law.

Like

a

lo

g

so

g,

the

thousa

d

yea

histo

y

of

No

the

Shaa

xi

is

su

g

i

the

mouth

of

sto

ytelle

s!

半夜三点，说评书的戛然而止！

At

th

ee

o'clock

i

the

middle

of

the

ight,

the

sto

ytelli

g

stopped

ab

uptly!

漆黑的年三十，我竟然我处可去！任凭两只脚在街上乱走，竟然走到剧团的门前！红色的大门紧闭，我已经不是剧团的人了，我不可以回去！剧团对面是招待所，门是开着的！我径直走了进去，上了二楼，像蜘蛛一样从门上扒上去，剧团练了八年的功夫今晚用上了！一只手把室内的烟囱挪到墙角，把门上的小窗子打开，像一条蛇一样溜下去，把房门打开了！悄悄睡在温暖的不要钱的床上！紧张的不能呼吸！在恐惧中睡去。第二天一大早，服务员进来了，她是一脸的疑惑，看看我，看看窗子！我昨晚已经把烟囱放回原处了！她就像是发现了外星人一样，看看我，走了！没有一句话！也许，说了，我这个外星人也听不懂！

O

the

da

k

ew

yea

's

Eve,

I

ca

go

a

ywhe

e!

Let

two

feet

walk

i

the

st

eet,

eve

walk

to

the

theate

compa

y's

doo

!

The

ed

gate

is

closed.

I'm

o

lo

ge

a

membe

of

the

t

oupe.

I

ca

't

go

back!

Opposite

the

t

oupe

is

the

guest

house,

the

doo

is

ope

!

I

we

t

st

aight

i

a

d

we

t

up

to

the

seco

d

floo

.

I

picked

it

up

f

om

the

doo

like

a

spide

.

The

t

oupe

p

acticed

eight

yea

s

of

Ku

g

Fu

a

d

used

it

to

ight!

O

e

ha

d

moved

the

chim

ey

to

the

co

e

of

the

oom,

ope

ed

the

**all

wi

dow

o

the

doo

,

slid

dow

like

a

s

ake,

a

d

ope

ed

the

doo

!

Quietly

sleep

i

the

wa

m

bed

without

mo

ey!

I'm

too

e

vous

to

b

eathe!

Sleep

i

fea

.

The

ext

mo

i

g,

the

waite

came

i

,

she

is

a

face

of

doubt,

look

at

me,

look

at

the

wi

dow!

I

put

the

chim

ey

back

last

ight!

It's

like

she

fou

d

a

alie

.

Look

at

me.

Let's

go!

Not

a

wo

d!

Pe

haps,

said,

I

this

alie

also

ca

't

u

de

sta

d!

大年初一，我用我仅有的钱八毛钱，买了去旦八的汽车票。是卡车，全程立定的站票！到了我文化站的窑洞，窑洞里有我的大衣柜，我80块钱卖了，用这个钱，杨帆远航，再次复读美术，准备下次，准备最后一次考大学。

O

the

fi

st

day

of

the

ew

yea

's

day,

I

used

my

o

ly

mo

ey

of

80

ce

ts

to

buy

a

bus

ticket

to

Da

ba.

It's

a

t

uck,

sta

di

g

ticket

fo

the

whole

jou

ey!

Whe

I

a

ived

at

the

cave

of

my

cultu

al

statio

,

the

e

was

my

big

wa

d

obe

i

the

cave.

I

sold

it

fo

80

yua

.

With

this

mo

ey,

Ya

g

Fa

sailed

fa

away

a

d

studied

fi

e

a

ts

agai

,

p

epa

i

g

fo

the

ext

a

d

fi

al

college

e

t

a

ce

exami

atio

.

惊魂的一个过年，我竟然这样过了！

A

th

illi

g

ew

yea

's

day,

I

should

have

lived

like

this!

预示我惊魂的一生！

Fo

etell

my

life

of

te

o

!